okay

15/12/2023 something about existing on the outskirts. appreciating whole heartedly but not being a part. alienated from what i relate to and not being able to relate to the people around me western sydney is my heart but not my home anymore and was it ever really? i love who am i and what am i a part of and how can i feel more connected. i want to be a part of something that i love. something that im passionate about. i dont want to feel so lonely. i love so deeply and i want to love alongside someone. i want to focus our love in the same direction. i want shared passion. i want to share glowing white space within a forcefield of love and passion and excitement and positivity. i want is it okay. will it ever be okay. is this just what life feels like. what is the scope of this poem